new hope today!
I took the day off which is great. i had put in for the time off and figured I would just go to work if i felt up to it. Well, I don't feel up to it and with the way the week had been going at work this past week I knew I wouldnt feel up to it.... So.. i am going to the SPA!! Yay! There is a new one that opened in town and it looks nice from the outside so we'll see how it goes today inside.. i cannot wait. relaxing sounds so good; i wish i didnt have to pay to do it though lol!!! I can't seem to find a better way yet though.
Oh well..
The more exciting news is that we are going to finally start doing something to make our parenting dream come true! I am happy about that! We are going to start to take classes through the state's adoption/foster care program. When we're done with the classes we will terminate our license with the private agency we went through. What a total waste of money and time that was huh? We have done so much wrong in this processs.. i mean really we did everything right and then some but in the end it could all have been for absolutely nothing. OUr baby coudl be in the state right now just waiting.. who knows. SO this way we will be able to accept any placement there is and even do foster care!
It's alot to swallow and madening to think about in terms of time and money wasted but I guess that needs to all be forgotten... which i'm happy to do since it means happiness could be right around the corner for us!
ok. well off to get ready!
1 comment:
Allie~ I don't want to burst your happy little bubble but foster adopt/foster care isn't always that easy either. There are a few ladies on TT that have done foster adopt and it was a hard and long process. I just want you to be prepared that there is no easy way to get the baby you want so badly. I also don't know how easily it will be to get a baby through foster adopt.
I hope it all works out for you and I hope it gives you the peace you need. Your baby is out there and they will find there way to you.
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